nin_nin15 | Restarting isn't an Option

Title: Restarting isn’t an option
Author: nin_nin15
Length: Drabble
Pairings: Sakumoto, yama friendship
Rating: G
Summary: Who knew three words could destroy someone’s life? Sho never knew, nor meant it that way.
Notes; Could be related to Don’t Go, I’m not really sure. Still might be out of character.

“Let’s stop this.”
“What do you mean? What’s this?”
Sho knew from that moment that he lost Jun forever.
              “Everything. In the end we’re both going to get hurt and hurt others in the way.”
              “You’re going to end everything just because you’re scared?! Are you serious?!”
Jun was already crying and it broke Sho.
              “Listen, I’m doing this for us.”
              “Sure, because hurting me is ‘for us.’”
It was a soft whisper but it hurt like a stab trough Sho’s heart.
              “Go away and don’t come near me anymore.”
It was Sho’s turn to cry.
              “I still love you, okay?! Sure, I’m scared, but I’ve been seriously thinking about this, how this relationship will affect us and the others, so don’t act like you’re the only one getting hurt!”
              “That doesn’t mean anything anymore Sho, you’ve already dealt the damage, and saying ‘I love you’ won’t heal it.”
The door closes and Sho is left in the room. For a few minutes, he stares at the ceiling with his tears falling.
              “I’m so stupid, aren’t I?”
              “Yeah.”
Sho didn’t know when did Ohno enter the room, but Sho knows that he needs someone right now, someone who would listen to him, since restarting isn’t an option right now.
              “Did I make a mistake?”
              “We’ll see.”
              “If it’s meant to be, you’ll find your way back.”
              “Thanks.”