It;s very sad. I was actually given a chance to fulfill one of my long time dreams, but it seems like real life wants to get in the way (like it always does). I have this two 200 hour internship around june-july, but for sure I wouldn;t be able to finish it until second week of August and around that time my cousin from Japan would be on a break, so they asked me whether I want to go there. OF COURSE I SAID YES! but then my stupid internship gets in the way and I have to give up on going to japan. JUST FOR NOW. Probably next year, when I graduate I'll go there. I SWEAR.